Steven Caulker trains but has no club. Woking Leisure Centre isn't the place you'd expect to meet a footballer who has played at the highest level.
On the pitch he was celebrating scoring for England but off it Steven Caulker was dealing with mental health issues.
England's players cheer after Steven Caulker's (6) 1-2 goal during the friendly soccer match Sweden vs England in 2012 Credit: PASteven Caulker, playing for England in 2012 Credit: PA
His Premier League wages began feeding a gambling addiction. Caulker admits squandering 70 per cent of his football fortune on betting.
And then came the drinking.
Steven Caulker training in Woking Credit: ITV News
In his darkest moments, filled with what he describes as self loathing he even contemplated suicide.
Steven Caulker training in Woking Credit: ITV News
Steven Caulker is now tea total and hasn't placed a bet in almost a year.
Released by QPR in the summer, Caulker is keeping fit while trying to find a new club.
It's been a difficult journey but Caulker is ready to come out of the shadows and step back into the game.
